j.

obsessive and aggressive but composed and nonchalant

i've got the arrogance of a 16 year old boy, the body of a 23 year old girl, but the soul of an 80 year old man

you know what’s really sad?

i saw ellie goulding perform at last year’s coachella and didn’t even really know who she was.

she played in the late afternoon, and while we were pretty close to the stage, all i could do was think… “i’ve only heard one of her songs…” what the fuck is wrong with me. 

oh, and this was right next to us while she was performing… 

i have no words for myself